of OCIP interview, and of being ashamed.

interview's tonight for cambodia ocip to build solar panels!! i'm drawn to it cuz its meaningful and also cuz of the chance to visit cambodia.. otherwise i really don't know if i'll ever visit the place, because i think i wouldn't pay to specially go visit.. frankly i'm also quite sick of those getaways in cosmopolitan cities in asia (hk, bkk, kl, taiwan etc.)..

maybe if i like the experience, i could really think about a grad trip to india, or china.. a wacky kind, not the route repeatedly taken.. although now US still tops my list.. the lure of a uk sep + us grad trip.. cherry on the pie..

damn funny.. when i was filling in the form, i totally blanked out on the part about the skills i have that i can contribute to the ocip.. totally. i kept thinking thinking.. hmmm.. i dn know cambodian, cant assemble solar panels, etc..

well, until soon huat mentioned that i know first aid.. omg.. how the hell could i have missed that? :S that was like 2 opportunity-costing years of my life =(

actually i haven been called up for refresher courses, and i'm quite ashamed to have forgotten a lot of stuff alr.. PAM and everything.. although cpr is already imbued, i'm not sure if i can correctly operate the AEDs that are so ubiquitous these days.. that said, i think i still remember the uses of common drugs, which has been really helpful for self-medication..


well no matter, like i resoluted (i seriously doubt such a word exists), 2010 is gonna be better & more meaningful than 2009! =)  - (not worried about 2011.. haha.. what's better than a UK SEP?)