oh save me from this sorrow that is drowning me

so totally sick. sigh.

disillusionized with school.. the repeating cycle of 3 CN tutorials per week excluding assignments plus lab reports and what have you..

when even going for lectures mean having to watch webcasts again after that because the lectures cannot be followed.. esp particle and heat/mass xfer..

so so so utterly tired of this regimen they're putting me through.. and its only week #3 for god's sake. its not that i dn have the time, but more of i no longer have the energy!


S-I-A-N is the word.


super painful headache last nite.. i'm wondering if its caused by work.. sigh.